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brwneydgyrl @ 2006-08-14T12:20:00

2006-08-14T19:21:34Z

lovethenow New LJ, add it and I'll add you back!

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-06-26T23:40:00

2006-06-27T06:41:45Z

im currently sitting on greg and brents living room floor listening to mikey,greg and brent play the guitar. hello summer, i love you.

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-06-13T22:55:00

2006-06-14T06:10:22Z

everyone is seriously f***ing ridiculous.

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-06-01T09:32:00

2006-06-01T16:41:29Z

I like...

-not caring when things dont go as planned.

-not doing anything relating to my birthday tomorrow becuase I really don't want anyone to acknoledge it.

-liz having her sidekick back!

-going to california twice in july. disneyland, seaworld, and a house on the beach with my dads funfunfun side of the family.

-making 750dollars in 2 weeks.

-my roomie! (were getting kittens saturday from the humane society!!)

-laughing my a off on the phone with lakeland florida.

-going shopping after work.

-going to see the breakup tomorrow! (i am so excited for this you have no idea)

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-05-15T14:25:00

2006-05-15T21:29:49Z

Done with school. I think its safe to say that this year has been the best year of my life, I want to stay 18 forever. too bad I turn 19 in less than 20 days. I really dont like birthdays I think I might be the only person ever who doesnt really like them. I really dont want to get any older.

Everything is more than good right now, hopefully it stays that way. I have to pick up some extra shifts at work so I can make more money. and on either june 8th or july 8th I will have been working at the phoenix childrens hospital for a year so i get tuition reembursment. Thats all the money that my parents paid for me to go to ASU with this last year not to mention money back for books. that i get to keep for whatever. Good thing I have a walk in closet in my new apartment that I move into on May 22!!

im going to florida again soon and a little roadtrip to california before that with elizabeth harper. which I cant wait for.

Next semester Im going to switch to MCC. Its gonna be a lot easier with money and stuff until I can get my gpa up past a 3.5 to have my parents pay again for ASU. Im gonna see how things go fall semester, and then probably plan on transferring back to ASU for spring semester. or next fall. we'll see how it all goes. I was pretty upset about it at first but I got to thinking and it wont be so bad. Ill still be living in tempe close to all my friends so.

my 19 year old cousin is getting married on friday. how scary. 19! that would be a little overwelming for me. but hey theyre in love and thats all that matters. oh hey and its a good thing that livejournal saves drafts becuase every internet explorer page including this one just closed. haha. okaybye.

i basically take this camera everywhere.

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-05-11T16:56:00

2006-05-11T23:57:17Z

work is boring today, and everytime i leave the desk the nurses add something to the picture on my desktop that they made with markers and tape. haha i love my job.

is it possible for the world to look this way forever

2006-05-04T19:41:35Z

you know things arent always that great. but once you add the fact that you have the most amazing friends and family ever into the picture, even the worst of things is amazing because no matter what theyre always there for you. and sure you win some, you lose some. but its better to win and lose than to never have won at all.

its time for everyone to stop sulking and feeling sorry for themselves and realize all that you have, and the fact that some people dont even have half of the things that you have. lifes really not so bad. and everythings gonna be alright i promise.

last night was so much fun, frisbee fights in the 7th floor pv east hallway, playing halo on the projector, having about an hour long discussion about DH, walking around campus barefoot while the boys skateboarded, and lastly walking out to my car to find out it had been towed hahaha, 300 dollars later i had my car back and i had just spent a well needed hour and a half with my bonus brother whom i forgot how much i loved. the only bad thing is that freshman year is over next wednesday for good. and i hope to god we all keep in touch.

i really love life.

jimmy eat world please.

2006-04-20T00:56:52Z

What’s wrong baby
Don’t they treat you like they should?
Did you take ’em for it?
Every penny that you could

We once walked out on the beach
And once I almost touched your hand
Oh how I dreamed to finally say such things
Then only to pretend

Don’t you know what I’m thinkin’
Drivin' four or five past midnight
You know I miss you
Don’t you know that I miss you
Ninth and Ash on a Tuesday night

I would write to you from museum mile
A toast to you, your whisper, your smile
Up the stairs at Weatherford
A ghost each place I hide

If you don’t don't know,why would you say so?
Would you mean this please if it happens?
If you don’t know, why would you say so?
Won’t you get your story straight

If you don’t know, honey, would you just say so?
Cause I need this now
More than I ever did
If you don’t well, honey, then you don’t

I left you waiting,
At the least could we be friends?
Should have never started
Ain’t that the way it always ends?

On my life I'll try today
There’s so muchI've felt I should say, but
Even if your heart would listen
I Doubt I could explain

If you don't don't know, why'd you say so?
Would you mean this, please if it happens?
If you don’t know, Why would you say so?
Won’t you get your story straight

If you don’t know, honey, would you just say so?
Cause I need this now more than I ever did
If you don’t well, honey
Then you don’t

So here we are now
A sip of wine a sip of water
Someday maybe, maybe
Someday we’ll be smarter

And I’m sorry that I’m such a mess
I drank all my money could get and
Took everything You let me have and Then I
never loved you back

If you don’t don't know
Why would you say so?
Would you mean the
Please if it happens?

If you don’t know, why would you say so?
Won’t you get your story straight?
If you don’t know, honey, would you just say so?
Cause I need this now. yeah need this, need this

If you don’t well, honey, then you don’t
And if you don’t well, honey then you don’t
If you don’t know, honey
Honey, then you don’t

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-04-15T12:12:00

2006-04-15T19:14:12Z

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-04-14T11:45:00

2006-04-14T18:46:54Z

i really just dont think you guys understand how exciting this is.

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-04-13T11:01:00

2006-04-13T18:02:39Z

so PLEASE just leave, you dont mean that much to me.

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-04-11T23:39:00

2006-04-12T06:48:53Z

IN APPROX. 3 DAYS I WILL BE THE PROUD OWNER OF TICKETS TO BRAND NEW!!!!!!!
i dont think you know how excited i am.

joey always always stands like that.

"are you gonna put it in your shoe, i mean your purse? get it? cause they match."

yeah its kinda like that.

I really love life a lot. and being constantly happy.

ps. its really cold in my room. like really a lot.
and anyone who wants to do my english paper, read 5 chapters of human sexuality, and study for my math test by tomorrow morning at 840am i will pay you in hugs! :]

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-04-11T10:23:00

2006-04-11T17:27:33Z

so last night, me and about 15 other people filled an entire dorm room full of a months worth of crumpled up issues of the state press newspaper, which comes out daily. it was good times. dont mind the bad pictures, sidekick cameras suck.

this is alex& his room, this is alex's room on news. :]
"i feel like im in my own hampster cage, now i dont have to get up to do anything. i can just pee right here"

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-04-09T12:16:00

2006-04-09T19:16:40Z

life is good&fun.

top 5 things going on in my life.
1. hello 2bed&2bath apartment !
2. family and friend time.
3. my ridic amount of clothes.
4. singscreaming in the car.
5. laughing. a lot.

last night i stayed up til 3am doing laundry and cleaning my room,and i think i might have a tiny case of ocd.

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-03-31T08:38:00

2006-03-31T15:53:22Z

whatever.

I was thinking about it and I've come up with a list of people in my mind that I just could not live without. and a lot of that list is leaving me and when they do I dont know what Im going to do.

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-03-25T07:34:00

2006-03-25T14:34:35Z

last night was the best night ive had in a while.

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-03-15T00:44:00

2006-03-15T08:06:21Z

It is currently 12:45 PM.

Im currently singing and dancing to saves the day! and i went to the show last night and it was completely amazing!

OH and i currently love my life.
sure things arent all going my way but im not into complaining anymore.

friday is in 2 freaking days. LA with natalie and greg! kasjdklj

I realized today i would be a lot happier in life if i lost my shy shell.
so, its bye bye bye nsync style.

today i went to my old neighborhood and took pictures.
i have an idea for them. its gonna be good.

Yesterday i went shopping at buffalo and urban.
needless to say i spent 98$ at urban, but it would have been
about 150 without my discount card! &i went to buffalo xchange
and bought a pair of dolce and gabana jeans for 38$!!! and some
sperry sailor shoes for 13! im in love. oh please.

i still have a lot to do before cali. ive never flown alone before im so exited.
i love the airport environment, i cant describe the feeling. its just amazing.

a list of things that keeps me going:
-northstar-between horns and halos
-knowing california is only 2 days away.
-my new saves the day shirt that says i love my std.(saves the day hahah)
-the fact that i have the biggest pile of clothes downstairs youve ever seen
and thats only half of my actual wardrobe.
-today (or yesterday) being the absolute best day to drive with the
windows down and blast deathcab
-friends.
-3 way phone calls with my little pooks
-getting the best drunk dial by far from kevin tonight
-knowing something ive said or wrote had an impact on someone.
-life

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-03-11T15:02:00

2006-03-11T22:03:42Z

why does everyone have to get drunk to have fun? i dont understand it. and drinking isnt going to make your problems any better, its only going to make them worse when you become sober again. im not targetting this at any one person. just to friends and people in general.

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-03-01T17:41:00

2006-03-02T01:17:45Z

i refuse to resort to livejournal or myspace for drama.
if you have a problem with someone just talk to THEM.

spring break please come soon.
My plan is.. On March 15, Linds, Nina, and I are leaving in the morning to drive to San Diego we're staying til Friday night, from there I'm taking a bus to Los Angeles to meet Natalie. We're staying at this hotel thats right in the middle of LA. Sunday night we're going to see copeland and the starting line and I'm flying back home on Monday morning at 8:30. Dang, I'm missing english.

life is good. and too short to waste it on thinking about stupid things. or dealing with stupid things.

March 11 is Minus the Bear!!
and March 13 is Saves the Day. me and lizzz are going! :]

i just need a sure thing. and ive come to realize im a "substitute person"

"Sadness is easier because its surrender. I say make time to dance alone with one hand waving free."

good old elizabethtown<33

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-02-24T17:12:00

2006-02-25T00:13:50Z

I guess there are just those friends who are around when they need something or when theres something to do, and then there are those friends who are there ALL the time. I have like 1 maybe 2 of those friends. kinda sad.

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-02-19T08:25:00

2006-02-19T15:25:41Z

I am beyond tired at the moment and im supposed to see a movie after work I don’t know that that's going to go as planned. I am so pissed off that ASU has school Monday and NOONE else does. I hate you kevin mackey for not having class. But I love that you asked me to go to the strip club with you last night haha, even though you were probably too intoxicated to know it.

i wish that you'd grow up.

SPRING BREAK IS BACK ON MY GIRL MIGHT COME AND MEET UP WITH ME IN CALIFORNIA!!!
AND I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE KINSEY AND SHOP WITH HER!
(hopefully it will all go as planned.)

This last week has been really good, besides the being exhaused part. But ill deal.

thats all.

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-02-16T22:46:00

2006-02-17T05:47:20Z

ACCEPTING EVERYTHING IS BELIEVING IN NOTHING

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-02-09T19:51:00

2006-02-10T03:00:44Z

ups and downs. but for the most part the last 3 days have been really up. theres just times where i wish i could be so much more "say what i want, when i want and not care about the outcome" some people just really amuse me with the way they handle their feelings and situations. i bought 2 pairs of shoes today, im in shoelove. ive got lunch and dinner plans with 2 people i havent seen in a while. i cant wait. and i had lunch with liz yesterday, it was too much fun.

i missshhh her. spring break 2006 couldnt come soon enough, CALIFORNIA HERE I COME! "do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do" speaking of that song i missed the oc tonight. SUCK.

okay bye.

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-02-03T23:19:00

2006-02-04T06:23:27Z

We've got love and hate, it's the only way

EDIT:who wants to write my 6page english paper and thesis worksheet +another paper for english, study for my psych test on chapters 1&2, study for my human sexuality test, try to understand and do my untolerable math homework, and read over my intro to social work powerpoints and chapters. I'm working 24 hours this weekend today and tomorrow. Sleep, what is sleep? I'm living off energy drinks and junkfood. please feel free to interupt me from insanity. :]

brwneydgyrl @ 2006-02-02T23:33:00

2006-02-03T06:34:50Z

im sitting here listening to boysIImen what the EFF is wrong with me.